I don’t know what I am doing with my life these days. I like to pretend that I’m living day by day and taking things one at a time but this is such a bullshit because I’m such a control freak and I like planning what I want in my life.
So yeah… being the fake I am, I kept trying to convince myself that this is something I can do and achieve. I told myself that I can be completely chill chill and go with the flow and be like some of my friends.
20 days in and I’m getting unhinged.
I honestly don’t know.
I’m so fucking lost and I don’t know where in the fuck I go from here or what in the fuck I am supposed to do or what in the fuck I should be doing…
Gosh, adulting is hard as fuck.
